[She feels the guilt as soon as he says the word. As soon as he apologizes for something he should never have to apologize for.

But how can she explain that her emotions have been manipulated for so long? For the past two years, most of what she let herself feel had been at the urging or advice of someone else.]

I need to know what's real. [Explanation. She owes him that.] Learn what's real. I've been a piece in their games too long. I don't know anymore.